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Sunday, January 03, 2010

I only have 3 Resolutions for 2010. In no particular order:

1. Independence

2. Direction

3. A Reason

Happy New Year Everyone!


Sunday, December 20, 2009

Happy 22nd Birthday!!!

It was my birthday yesterday! I usually make a birthday entry so here goes. I've finally turned 22! It's not a very old age but it's a another year of being older. Last night I had gone out to a lounge with other celebrants also celebrating their birthdays, and a lot of friends. It was a good night minus the part where my sister and them went home due to my sisters "conflicting" issues with herself. It made me really upset! But luckily it turned out okay. I'm not sure about the ending of my birthday, it's a little questionable even for myself.

It's hilarious when guys try to talk to you. I just don't think I'd be the type to be "hit on." I'm usually the type who doesn't know how to turn guys down, too nice as they say. But over the years, I've learned to be more direct on what my needs are. A little too direct maybe? One thing I discovered that I really needed NOW is a phone. People think I'm lying when I say I don't have a phone! It's true! Maybe it's time to get one soon. Just so I can be reconnected with the world again. Computers just aren't sufficient enough.

I don't have much to say about last night. I'll just end it with a happy birthday. You'll never be 21 again!


Friday, October 30, 2009



On a rainy October day, I can sense that the Frost is here to visit the rain again. "May I have this dance" it asks, and with kind words it obliges with a "Yes." Music begins to play with the sounds of the living as their tune. With a shift movement, they unite as one. The wind carrying every drop precisely and never leaving any a stray. Their lovely dance mingles with all those around them. The fresh wet grass, every flower, lady bug, and the muddy soil you stand upon. Life lives on through them, through their infinite love for one another. Close your eyes. Can you feel it? They give us life through their existence. A life that is lived through the simple pleasures of love.

Frost that can be so cold, deadly even and to many a joy. The rain, a survival and to others a burden. Two different things that can live so harmoniously yet other times a stormy scene. Is it considered a flaw that they will always have an outcome of the unexpected? Never knowing when they will see each other again? Not knowing what will happen if they are together? No, I suppose not. Although they may create havoc, that is just how everything works right?

The time has come again, when the tune has stopped. "Farewell" as the Frost bids goodbye to the Rain. "I shall see you again." and the Rain nods with a smile. "Goodbye." Although there may be more sunny days than the rest, their love is never forgotten. Through rainy storms, and frosty nights these two cannot live without the other. Time has always been a test, and they come back over and over again, letting the world know of their story. One that will never end. A love that is eternal.

Forever and a day...


Sunday, May 31, 2009

A Womans Desire

My mind rages with only pure intent,
only to find my remedy, that has become my addiction.
You are my drug that barricades my sanity.
I imagine these hands slowly caressing your skin,
Lingering off to forbidden places.

I think of your lips touching only mine.
They seem too delicate with the faint taste of sweet lemons?
So sweet, alluring, and very very wet.

My reasoning has become too weak,
craving a little too much.
I've become dangerously intoxifide by you, and only you.
Like a sick alcoholic who never gets enough.
Who always wants more.

I want you now, more than the yesterdays.
I am the beast, with only my selfish needs in tow.
I am the beast that your mother warned you about.

I am absorbed with thoughts of your silhouette.
I need you too much now, to touch, to feel.
My body has become a battlefield between two wild fires,
continously burning inside of me.
A desire that has become undestructable,
and too tempting to refuse.

I want to dance with you the beautiful music of intimacy,
The rhytmatic motions that explode with more intensity than the last.
Let us dive into the beautiful tune of extacy,
just you and I.


Wednesday, February 11, 2009


The Lonely Rock.


Sinking like a rock under a hundred seas.
It fills the oceans a little bit everyday,
with tears that will not end.

It seems unrighteous that you are the sun,
shining so high up in the big blue sky,
while I am caught in the violent waves of heartache.

This love for you that was once afloat,
has sunk deep below where no light can shine.
Where only the weird and the weary live.

As you are the sun and I am the sea,
It seems we were never meant to be.
How can you shine so brightly?
While I sink farther down the sea?

My jealousy is seen by those around you.
Because they can feel your rays of sunlight.
But no longer does your warmth shine on me.

Two things in this world that were never meant to be.
I feel that I will always be the rock under the ocean,
while you forever shine brightly among others.
The sunshine that can never be mine.



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